i just wish i had a purpose. during the time i’m avoiding hw but feeling too guilty to do anything else-I just feel empty. which is the worst feeling to have in my opinion.

eh i know it was a retarded thing to do. maybe because it’s been just the accumulation of this week. but i don’t really care what my fellow students think. It’s kind of like the saying: “Those who mind, don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.” If there’s anybody who honestly thinks less of me because of that retard moment, I doubt I’m friends with him/her. And if i’m not friends with that person, I can’t say I care very much how he/she feels about me.

idk what i want from life, but i just can’t help but feel dissatisfied.

i firmly believe i’m a good person/friend and i’m determined to fill out that view of myself regardless of how i feel about something

the amazing moment when you realize you don’t really care anymore how every girl sees you

I listened to “Simple Math” by Machester Orchestra from the mixtape you gave Joel :P It was really good

asinisterkid:

Manchester Orchestra | Wolves At Night (WBRU FM)

nice photoshop skills bro :D

i don’t really care that i didn’t get in. i’m just dissapointed in myself for getting yet another failure. i just need something to prove my worth. lately i’ve not been getting any wins, not that i need it. i’ll still keep on moving because i just have to. but it’d be really nice for once to win something substantial

on an interesting note when i found out i didn’t get in, i was immediatly bitter towards a god that i don’t even pray to. not even somewhat regularly.

i’m just going to forget about it. i think it’s too much effort to try to understand. idk if that’s a good or bad thing.

i’m afraid that i’m repeating my mistakes.